I am out on sick time this week.  Apparantly, someone has been pickng up my voicemails and saving them, and some of them are not very good--some disgruntled clients.  Obviously nothing I can do about it at 4 am.   Fearing and praying that I get fired all at the same time.  I decided to go into scrapping FT, and while this is scary, at least I know how to do it, and don't feel incompetent like I do at my job now.  I feel like screaming out nto the night or crying or just talking to my husband, but at 4 am, you blog on sb.com, right?  My company has a  month probationary period and I am in month 4.  THey can let me go at any time with no cause.  I just want OUT.  Can I just quit now instead of n Sept. when my probation is up and I could take a vacation???  That is what my dh had in mind. Honestly, I think after hearing some of those messages,  they are not going to keep me that long.  Is anyone awake?  Any advice?