We are attending our first marital counseling session tonight. I am so nervous. I wonder what's gonna happen. I have never gone to counseling of this sort. I am anxious and scared. It's pretty scary to open up to people like that that will be dissecting everything you say. DH and I need help and I don't think I could've taken another day without the help of someone. We argue constantly and every little thing can set off an arguement. I have thought this marriage might be over. It's sad because  of our little one's but cannot see myself in an unhappy marriage for the rest of my life. I probably sound selfish, and I really am not, but do wonder if this will help. I am willing to try but don't know if I'm in love with him anymore. I feel so conflicted. I feel like I'm just going through the motions. We'll see what happens tonight.