So this whole blog thing is pretty new to me...but I think I'm going to really like it! Yesterday and today I have only one thing on my mind...my career. I've finished my degree and it's time to go out and begin my life the way I want it to be. But at the same time it's so incredibly scary! I don't want to let anyone down and I don't want to fail...I especially don't want to fail. I could go on forever about all my fears and doubts about what will happen next month when I move. No job, no friends, no family...just me by myself trying to figure myself out.

On the flipside this weekend is a big weekend because it's JP's birthday. He's been the best boyfriend for the past two years, and I really wanted to make his birthday special. So I've got a surprise party planned for tonight that he knows nothing about and I'm so nervous that it won't work out. We're going to head out for decorations in a little bit so hopefully we can pull it off. I'm also nervous because on Sunday night I'm going to give him his birthday present while we're at his parents house (the day before his actual birthday) and I'm still trying to figure out how to wrap & disguise his present (NHL tickets to a Canucks Game). I've hit a bit of a wall as far as creativity goes.

Not only that but this week I got hired to teach scrap projects at a local scrapbook store, which I'm really excited about, but also a little nervous. I just hope people like my stuff and sign up for my classes. I also don't want to let the shop down so I'm bringing my A-Game.

I think that's probably all I can stress about right now, lol. Everything always seems to work out for the best, so I'm here, busting my butt, hoping that's exactly what happens...this weekend and forever.

Laurin