Just Breathe...you can do it, In, Out, In Out, You can do it...all of it. One step at a time. Make a list. Do the hard stuff first. One two three....remember to breathe. It feels like a rock is one my chest. Dont stop breathing,,,the rock gets heavier. To much to fast....cant handle it all. It is going to fall apart...too much. Breathe ...thats it breathe. In Out In Out. It will be okay.
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On Dec 3rd at approxiamately 1130am my BF of 5 years proposed to me in Cape Elizabeth Maine. I of course accepted. He is a sneaky one. We had spent Thanksgiving with my father and he had asked his perrmission. We live in CT so he called and asked his dad to pick up the ring he had specially made for me in Maine. We brought me to the beach we walk on everytime we visit maine and while we where walking om the rocks he pulled out the most magnificant ring and asked me to marry him!! He said he wan...
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So...this is my first entry. I have never blogged before. Mostly because I have always thought it was weird. Although I dont actually journal I always say I will. I think it helps put the mind to rest and release the stresses of the day. But its also a safe place, a private place. A place no one else belongs but me. So. Why Blog. What is the purpose. I dont actually think anyone is going to read my blog. Why would they? And yet...I have read other peoples. I am not sure about this blog thing......
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