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Possiblities - New Love Born From Old Love - NOT what you may think
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Monday, 21 April 2008
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Something became possible that I never thought could be. Now keep in mind that I am in NO RUSH for love....after being burned the way I have been and going through the many life lessons I've had in a short time, my focus is on myself and my daughter. Someone whom I have been friends with for about 13 years showed signs this past weekend of being something more. I don't want to jump the gun nor will I force something to happen. We live in two different states and our lives are in two different places.....still the thought of a love in bloom between us is such a nice thought. Things like that work all the time - even if I am skeptical on long distance things. The most important things are that I trust him, I know we have the friendship foundation (which I feel is VITAL to a good relationship), and I know that he sees ME.....should a love bloom it would be one in the purest, true form. One that would stand a great chance....ok, let me put it on pause for a moment. I am still healing from the scares left my the last man I loved. I am still getting back to me and re-starting my life for myself making it possible to give my daughter the life she deserves. I am single and I am okay with that. I am at peace and I am happy. Still we never know when God will feel it time to bless us - sometimes it takes a long time, other times it happens faster than we know, but EACH and EVERY time it happens when it's supposed to. I remain focused on the goals I have set for myself and my task at hand, but for the first time in a LONG time, my heart beats with hope of being loved again and I am started to feel like all is not lost after all. Ain't it funny how things work out?! Though I allow myself to dream and bask in the possibilities, yet I know all I am meant to learn I have not learned. It may sound like a line from a movie - Feelings I thought were gone for good, have taken on a new shape but stronger than ever :) The possibility of loving is one I hold on to dearly -after all, isn't that something we - everyone in the world - just want a bit of?! :)
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