What do I fantasize about doing or being? 

On the surface that seems like an easy question to answer.  I would like to be rich and travel the world.  I would like to take my children on incredible field trips to exotic locations so that they could see all the historic sites we have and will study. 

But while that is my dream, I know deeper it is something else. I want to provide my children with experiences that they will never forget.  Experiences that come from living life, not just reading about it in books.  To find what they are passionate about and help them explore it further.  To be there teacher in life, not just academics.  To see the world through their eyes and experience all that life has to offer.  That is my dream.

Of course, being published wouldn't be so bad either. Hee Hee