I have not written in my blog in a long long while I guess I was just getting myself together and you know what I'm getting along good I have my good days and my bad but all in all the family and I are getting along fine. My oldest (Nikki and her daugter Kristy) have moved out into their own place and that was a little unmoveing to my soul but I have come to grips with the fact that it is time for her to spread her wings and move on with her life I wish her nothing but the best I will keep a wat...
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O.K I just spent the last 2 days using every spare minute I had going through the new gallery. and boy am I inspired. I saw all kinds of layout and other projects there and every time I logged off my computer it just made me want to get up and scrap something I have seen scrappers cover just about everything and everything was beautiful I left so many messages on so many sites. I have seen them cover paper bags, dollar journals, diaries, I even saw one where someone covered a mixer, a mixer that...
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I'm feeling pretty good now days, getting my life back in order, finally sleeping at night straight through without waking every two to three hours in fear, I'm going back to work and able to stay all day without going into a crying fit, hanging out with my friends and coworkers and really enjoying the company. life feels really good and I feel really good living in it. I can see a change in my girls I think they are moving on very well, yes we all have our good days and bad but with the help of...
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o.k for christmas I got me a new lap top (Merry Christmas to me) I've always wanted a laptop and now I got one. I love my new laptop now I can do the things I want to do on the computer without shareing it with anyone else in the house. I could get use to this. I don't know how this falls into my brand new life but I really love the way I'm feeling right now. Now lets get to working on that brand new house.
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O.K Christmas is over and the new year is just around the corner. and its time to start a brand new life. I'm gonna shake of all the bad things from this year, pick myself up and grab me a brand new life. and LIVE well I'm not gonna make any resaloutions or any thing like that but there are some things I would like to do and I'm gonna do them, the first thing I'm gonna work on is going to Disney world or take the Disney cruze that is one place that I would like Ashley to go with me. I am not gon...
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