Welcome Stacey and Kim! I'm rather new to this group too, but feel it's a great group of gals. I've left other places before for reasons similar to Kellye, and it really can be hurtful.
Going to church every week feels like a "refresher course" to me. You are praising God with a group of like-minded people and always learning and striving to be like God wants us to be. Kellye, I feel bad that you feel so isolated from your religion where you live. If you don't mind asking, what religion are you?