Ashley I think your attitude affects whether you like your job or not. If you always have a negative attitude you will never be happy in anything. Work is work bad and good. But if you look to the good side of things and how much you are learning you can find things to love and appreciate. You can look at being moved to a busy station as a positive. they trusted in you enough to run the machine and do a good job.
Stetz hugs i cant even imagine everything you are going through right now.