Lately i've been feeling like I need to make a change...wondering what other opportunities are out there, I want to do more. See more. Experiance more. Hidden Journaling Reads "I'm at this point in my life where nothing makes sense to me. I'm not doing what I thought i'de be doing in my career. It's not my life long dream. I'm not UNHAPPY, but i'm not fulfilled either. Part of me feels too old to start over, but the other part of me is afraid to make a change to follow my dream of fashion design for fear of it never happening. It's not easy balancing motherhood & a career, but I sure as hell try real hard. I hope that 2008 holds the answers that I'm looking for. I feel like nobody understands me right now & how I'm feeling. I'm sure it will pass but until then it feels like I am all alone. What will I be when I grow up? I really wish I knew" Thanks for looking.