Keean has always been so good. From birth he was just a dream to raise.. I always thught it was mostly my exceptional parenting LOL buuut after Piper I see personality is a gift from birth lol.. anyways people always comment on how sweet and polit he is and when I agree they follow with "well the good ones are always the worst teenagers".. or "daughters will stay close to you as soon he is married boys are gone".. anyways after another comment like that today I guess the journaling just came from that. Journaling- I always knew I would have a boy. For as long as I can remember I imagined myself with sons.. attending the hockey games, cheering on the soccer meets and making mounds of food for you and all your growing friends. I even prayed that I would have a second boy, only because you made motherhood so enjoyable. And in a way I am glad that we had Piper instead since I would wouldn't want to have to have another boy feel he has to live up to you. So although everyone tells me that you will be the harder teenager. Or you won't stay close to me when you are grown with your own family. No matter how many times I hear boys are troublemakers. I will always know you are my boy. My good boy. My patient boy. My calm sweet and thoughtful boy. I will always be thrilled that I have you in my life. I will always be proud of the responsible, empathetic person you are. I couldn't be more proud that you are my only boy.