Journaling reads: From the moment I felt your first kick, I couldn't help but wonder if you would be healthy. I tried to imagine what you would look like. Would you have a head full of hair, ten fingers, ten toes, and a cute button nose? I knew you would change my life forever. A gift from God I couldn't deny. Months later there you were, the most beautiful baby girl I had ever seen. You were everything I had imagined and more. Even though you were connected to all of those tubes, in my heart I knew everything would be alright. I realized at that moment my question had been answered by God.