I met your dad Louie at Furr's Cafeteria. I felt in love wh him bc he would give me alot of attention. So we decidedto date each other. We planned my pregnancy. On March 18, 2010 I took a pregnancy home test and it came out positive. I coun't belive it so I took two more and they also where positive. The first one I text was Maribel. So the next day I bought a pacifier and gave it to your dad. He was happy we where having a baby. On March 28, 10 I found out a very sad thing. Youre dad had been cheating on me wh another lady. So I decided I didn't want to see him ever again. But I did told him that he could be part of your life no matter what. In the next month alot of things change for me and my life. Mr. Lara stop workin at Furr's so the job was different. The new manager fired alot of people I used to work wh. And wh all the pressure on May 12, 10 I was working like usually. I went to pee to the restroom. When I went pee alot of blood came out. I got so scared. I felt empty inside of me. Cindy and gaby called the ambulance to take me to the hospital. I kept crying and thinking I had lost my baby (you). When the peremedicts got there and saw everything they said it was a sure thing it was a miscariage and told me to calm down. So I got the hospital. I kept touching my stomach. I count believe that I didn't had my baby inside of me. They took blood out and a pregnancy pee test. I felt so sad. My baby was gone. I didn't know what I was gona tell Damian. He was so excited that I was having a baby. I didn't know why all of this things was happening. I just wanted someone to tell me that everything was ok and my baby was still in my womb. I count calm down. I just keep thincking about the first sonogram and your heartbeat. In my head I keep seeing your lil picture they had gave on my first doc. visit April 19,10 and your strong heartbeat. Even the nurse had said you had a very good heartbeat.I prayed alot of times for nothing bad had happen. A nurse at the hospital told me that they where gona do a sonogram to see what was going on. The nurse had the sonogram thing on the left side of my belly. So I had a filling you where still in there. You have always liked beeing on the left side. So I just wanted the nurse to tell me and confirm that you where ok. So I asked her "Is my baby still there". She goes I cant tell you anything the doc. is gona talk to you about the results. Then she put the speakers on and I heard your beautiful heartbeat. I got so happy and knew you where still there my love. Once I got back to the room the doc. talked to me. He asked that if I was having alot of problems in my personal life or stress in my job. I said "yes". Then he goes "take some days off and to take care of yourself and that baby(you)". When I got out from the hospital your dad text me. So I told him everything that was going on. He got worried and hope everything was ok. He said to take care of myself and you baby.