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Description: This has to be one of the hardest LO's I've done... Not sure if I'm totally happy with the way it turned out, but for now this is all I can do. The picture is the only picture we took in the short time I was pregnant.
Journaling reads:
July 27, 2008 - My period was due. The day came and went. Still no period. I hoped and prayed but didn't want to get my hopes up. Two days later I took a test. A very faint line appeared - not wanting to excite CJ I sent a picture to Val. She immediately responded "TAKE ANOTHER ONE!".
PREGNANT appeared in the window of that 2nd test. God, you heard my prayers! I surprised CJ with the news. He was thrilled. July 29, 2008 was one of the greatest days of our lives. The next 3 days were a blurr of excitement and joy. We told our parents, friends and family.
Friday Aug 1, 2008 I started to spot. CJ assured me it was normal and not to worry. He spent the afternoon finding info supporting his words.
The next 2 days are dark. I lost the sweet baby that grew to a short 5 1/2 week life. I never knew I could love someone so much in so little time. I never thought I'd be a 1st time mommy to an angel. Or CJ a 1st time daddy to a baby in heaven.
Precious baby - we miss you terribly. Saying goodbye has never been so hard. Please know your mommy and daddy love you and will rock you to sleep when we meet again.
<3 xoxo
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Date Added: Aug 12, 2008
oh my god, so very sorry for your loss, my dd lost her baby too three years ago, same thing the baby just stopped growing. sorry if i hit a wrong key ans spelling is off, but i am crying for you and my dd.
i believe they will meet in heave some day.
she was having a girl,and her name would have been emily, we have an ornament on our tree just for her. god be with you! hugs
This brought tears to my eyes also. I love your journaling and especially the last line. I've lost a baby too, but do have children so it helps me some. I'm so sorry for your loss. {{{HUGS}}} We love you.