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The background pp is Basic Grey's "Recess".The pp I did the journaling on is Creative Imaginations.I used my Cricut storybook cartridge to cut out the vines.I made the red flowers using my large flower punch.Butterfly from Hobby Lobby's floral dept.Word key is Tim Holtz.
I think the "poem" is pretty easy to read.I printed it out on vellum.The journaling,maybe not so much.It reads....
When my mother passed away,we were pretty close.But it wasn't always that way.At the age of 14 I started running away from home & living on the streets of Ft. Lauderdale.I'd be gone for weeks,sometimes months.I even dyed my hair brown in the hopes that she wouldn't recognize me.She did though.This photo was taken during that time by an art student.I was 16.
Some years after her death,I was going through her things when I found this "poem" scratched on a yellowed piece of paper.I know that she forgave me when she was alive,but it still hurts my heart.
After viewing this,I decided to add my mom's poem,as I couldn't read it without zooming in.It reads....
Lost Child
My daughter's gone now.
We cannot live together anymore.
She was the dearest baby of all.
Always smiling,always busy.
Never whining or demanding.
If she had no friends she did without.
Watching TV and playing with her dolls.
Creating endless projects to fill the time.
I was always sick or preoccuppied.
She never seemed to mind,
But kept her cheerfulness intact.
Without my knowing,
she had withdrawn from a lonely little girl
Into a secretive adolescent.
And as I became aware of this,
She drifted out of my life,
Into a world peopled with others like her.
Beyond my understanding and control.
It is my fault.
I love her.
And it is too late.
Written by my mom in the mid-70's.
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Such a touching story. I know you said it hurts your heart & I understand. But be thankful for the reconciliation. Not everyone gets that chance, you are truly blessed. Cherish the happy memories. Lovely LO. You do a great job. You inspire me. Thank you.
Paula in NC
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wow-shouldn't read these galleries without tissues-this is so raw and honest paired with flawless design-tfs
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Beautiful...so touching.
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speechless...teary eyed and speechless...
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Another beauty!!!!!!!!
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Seems to be a very important LO, very possibly healing. Very moving. In addition, it is beautifully designed. Will this be framed or in a scrapbook?
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Another Beautiful LO !! So Heartwarming!!
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beautiful lo, very touching story, love the design of it.
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What a beautiful LO and such a touching poem - it brought tears to my eyes also. Thanks for sharing such a personal LO...{hug}
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Oh my gosh! This is so touching! The poem brought tears to my eyes. This is such a gorgeous lo, you should be so proud! Has my vote for inspirational. I'm so jealous that you have the storybook cart, I've wanted that forever!
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So special, and magnetic. Luv the design. I wrote a poem recently for my dd,s 30th birthday. this LO really touched my heart.
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awesome! :)
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Your journaling is so touching. {hug} Thanks for sharing that with us. Your LO is beautiful!
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As a personal story, this is very touching and poignant. I applaud you for sharing it. As a work of art, it is the finest. I like the way you created balance by chronologically placing the poem on the left and your journaling on the right. It's the way our eyes travel here in the western part of the world, so this makes sense. The flowers create a soft division on the diagonal, which brings home the point that there used to be a hard line drawn between you and your Mom, but over the years it mellowed. I also like how you connect the two realities with a picture of yourself. The key is also a nice metaphor for what you may have been holding back (under lock and key, if you will). This is just gorgeous. Sorry about the long comment, but I felt compelled to tell you all that I thought about it, since you have obviously worked so hard on this!
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This is such a touching story-I cried as I read it! I love everything about it-it is now a fav.!
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Everything about this is beautiful. The placement of everything and everything used. I hope this was cathartic for you, I am sure it touched many people.
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Amazing work. Thanks for sharing.
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very touching and moving journaling. Beautiful layout!
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wow..donno what to say!beautiful LO! sad story!
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Very touching (tears). What a beautiful poem.
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very beautiful!
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This is one of the most touching pages I have ever seen. Its so much like my life and my relationship with my mother. Thanks for reminding me how much my Mom means to me.
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So heartfelt....very powerful...And very beautiful LO...
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This is just beautiful...so very touching. Thank you so much for sharing this!
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Oh my goodness.....I'm crying right now. This is such a powerful and beautiful page. Through your mothers poem I felt her pain. Thank you for sharing such a personal topic. Your LO is AMAZING and BEAUTIFUL!!!
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WOW, this brought me to tears. What a tribute to your relationship and how FORGIVENESS can change the lives of those involved. Thank you for sharing your heart felt memories. I love the colors and butterfly and key on a ribbon. Very Unique and BEAUTIFUL. God Bless.
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Wow, this is amazing. What a wonderful tribute to your Mom, and to YOU! Thank you for being open to sharing it with us...it's a wondeful page and gives everyone something to think about and remember.
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This is so powerful and beautiful! The poem is amazing. She must be where you get your talent from. Thank you for sharing this!
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This is so beatutiful. Thank you for sharing your story.
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This is very touching and beautiful. Thanks for sharing it ;-)
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SO BEAUTIFUL!!!VERY TOUCHING!!!
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This is a very touching page. I am sure that many of us regret the way we treated our parents in our youth and live in hope that they forgave us before we lost them in this life. Thank you for being so open and willing to share this with all of us. It is a beautiful tribute to your Mom and a beautiful reflection on you as well.
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What an amazing lo, poem and journaling. What a powerful message! Thank you for sharing your story.
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Very powerful layout! Beautiful.
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Wow...what a powerful lo. Great job.
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Beautiful and moving.
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This is truly a priceless layout... I'm glad that your relationship mended before her passing. What a great piece of art you made out of the poem.
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Amazing! I`m touched by your story! TFS!
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Gorgeous! Wow! powerful journaling!
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I don't quite know what to say...this is so touching and right now I have this huge lump in my throat. What a beautiful lo this is and even more special is the journal and the poem!
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Wow this page is just touching! Thank you for sharing. The LO is perfect.
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Oh My...I have no doubt about your Mom forgiving you... and how proud she would be and probably is, of you today...Thank you for sharing such a Precious Page :)
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Beautiful and touching...your picture goes perfectly on this layout! Thanks for sharing...
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This is absolutely beautiful and so moving. I had a daughter who ran away at 15 and lived on the streets, so I know the pain of that. I also know the joy of her recovery at 18....becoming a nurse and an awesome wife and mother of four wonderful children, now young adults. I am so grateful that you shared this....your words and your mother's poem say it better than I ever could.....beautiful page and a moving legacy. Sometimes the memories we leave don't have to be balloons and ice cream. Thank you!
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This truly touches the heart. Beautiful. x
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Beautiful!!! Both the LO and your journaling.
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Very pretty!
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wonderful tribute to your mother, love the lo and the journing, the poem. gret work and wonderful that you found what your mother wrote for you.
i know how she must have felt been there with one dd and my son.
but remember a mothers love is a forgiving love.
god bless you. so sorry for your loss.
hugs
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WOW!!! Beautiful tribute!
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*gulp* thank you so much for sharing your heart like this...so beautiful... may you have everything you need in your journey, God bless you.
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beautiful layout and poem... fave!!!
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WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is powerfull!! Beautiful pic of you & lo too! Awesome work in more ways than one!!!
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I saw this on the featured layouts and I wanted to say that it inspired me for a page that I want to do more journaling than photos. Beautiful work.
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Oh my goodness, this is beautiful in all ways. Gorgeous to look at, beautiful photo and the poem and journaling brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for sharing.
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This is so powerful, and the layout is gorgeous. I'm sure your mother loved you very much, from her poem, and it doesn't sound like she placed blame on you at all. You did a beautiful job on this!
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Beautiful LO. I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to do, but you did a beautiful job of telling a difficult story. Thanks for sharing.
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What an inspirational lo!! Your mom as well as God has already forgiving you, now you have to learn to forgive yourself and telling this story is a great start and hope you help others to. Thank you so much for sharing such a heartwarm, personal memory with us and GOD BLESS you through your journey!!
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This is such a wonderful memory and a tribute to your mom's love for you. Beautifully worked page.
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This is so heartwarming and beautiful. I love your layout.
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Beautiful poem and layout.
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This is such a special and personal layout. It is beautiful and heartfelt. Thanks for sharing!
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This is just amazing-such beautiful thoughts and words. I love it!
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I got chills when I read your Mother's poem. You can really feel her pain. This is a beautiful page.
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gorgeous!!
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WOW,....just wow....
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beyond beautiful .. into favs !
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This is just BEAUTIFUL!
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Wow… What a beautiful poem and layout.
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Wow...powerful journaling! Straight to faves! tfs!
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What a story,maybe you will inspire other young girls not to run away.Every girl needs their mama.God Bless,Shirlk
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You have done a wonderful job telling this story. It exposes how human emotions and different points of view can change our worlds. It must have been hard doing this LO but it turned out beautifully.
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OH WOW - How gorgeous. This is truly another wonderful LO. And that poem is just lovely.
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wow! this is really powerful! and heart-felt! tfs!
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Oh what a fantastic LO. This one really pulled at my heartstrings too. Finding that poem must have broken your heart. We as mothers always blame ourselves for our kids mistakes, sometimes it's just all part of growing up I am sure she did forgive you. Mums always do. :)
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I cried. Beautiful.
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Gracie this made me cry!!! what a beautiful page!!!
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I am so pleased you and your Mum were at peace before she passed, hope it has helped doing the layout too. Hugs Sue
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beautiful
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BEAUTIFUL !!!!
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This brought tears to my eyes. I hope you've found peace and forgive yourself because surely a woman, your mom, who could write something like that has. This is just beautiful. I'm honored to save it.
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Just love everything about this one - stunning
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Blown away!
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Very touching. So glad you were able to have a good relationship with your mom at a later date. It gives me hope that my son (adopted at age 15 now 22) will someday have a relationship with us. When we were in contact it was physically,emotionally and in every way very painful he was a very angry abusive teenager and young man, who could have had a heart of gold. But I guess never bonded with us. I pray for you and for him.
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Gave me goosebumps. Beautiful lo and story. Thank you for sharing.
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oh i so feel for you this lo has touched my heart god bless hugs xx
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As a mother of daughters this really touched me . Thanks for sharing you heart. Beautiful.
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This has really touched my heart - this is a fave!
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What a beautiful lo and story, too bad we're all little you know whats when we're teenagers. My daughters have little boys and are happy they don't have girls!!! Much love.
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So moving...I was lucky with my first two children...no really serious problems, just occasional arguments...but my last child, my youngest son...he made up for that...he was 15 at the time...now he is 24 and the father of my newest grandson and a grandaughter...and we are very close. But several years of his teenage youth...well...my sister has a theory...they should have a cave on the outskirts of town where all teenagers go to live...:) Lovely, beautiful, touching lo! Of course, a favorite!
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What a heartfelt story. Thank you for sharing this with all of us. As always you did a another beautiful LO
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Im so sorry to hear about your loss and how it must have been a really tough childhood for you....this is so wonderful that you can reflect and make such a great lo....I am having a rough time too with my teen dd...she is very difficult and well someday i can hope we have the same close relationship that you had with your mother...thx for giving me some hope.....
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So lovely and soulful. I can identify with you and with your mother. For a short period of time, I lost my daughter the same way also in the 70's. You've done a beautiful job of telling this story. I'm so glad you had happier times with your mother.
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I am so deeply moved by your story and this lovely piece of work. I hope it is a healing for you to share this as it is touching to those of us reading it. Thank you for sharing.
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This is such a wonderful and moving layout. Love your sincere journaling and the beautiful poem!
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This is beautiful LO
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Wow! Such a beautiful page!! Truly moving ~
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Beautiful job!
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So beautiful!! What heartfelt journaling and the poem is a perfect compliment. Tugs at your heart. Just gorgeous.
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Very pretty!!!!!!!
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Beautiful LO and heartfelt journeling! TFS!!
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