A little scrap therapy here. Finally decided to kick this habit...not completely smokefree, yet, but well on my way. I will add a date stamp in a couple days (hopefully), when I can kick these last 2 a day! Thanks to Amanda for her super inspirational lo, "I quit..." http://www.scrapbook.com/galleries/112099/view/1033149/-1/40/1.html. Journaling: enough already...of being embarrassed about this habit...of being too out of breath to run around with you...of going outside for a cigarette during the holidays instead of being inside with you...of our riding in a car that smells of smoke...of wasting so much money on cigarettes...of getting bronchitis every fall...of feeling guilty...of crying over those anti-smoking commercials on TV...of being embarrassed that your friends will smell smoke when I walk in the room...of not wanting to travel because I canít smoke...of letting cigarettes control my life ... of having to say yes to the doctor when she asks if you are exposed to tobacco smoke...of living in a house that smells like smoke...of you worrying about me because cigarettes are bad for me... I've had enough already. I quit.