If I closed my eyes forever
would it take away my pain?
you truly knew me never
my love for you is down the drain
I’ll soon be moving on,
and now I’ll be gone
waiting for you,
I’ll never have my chance
each day a new shade of blue
I have to cut you out
so you in my life is no more
with you here I cant endure
so if I don’t say HI,
don’t get mad
its just my final good bye
you'd be glad
though its hard to live with you
you are the perfect one, just for me
you might as well shoot me with a gun
I can no longer be, I live for nothing
I cant ask for anything anymore
I cant kill my self I cant be true inside
all I do is silently scream!
you are and always will be my everlasting dream