Anything But, Me

When I first heard of the news.
My heart said “You have nothing now to lose.”
For I am a statue without the ability to feel
No motion can my body make.
I’m forced to watch the same very still place.
From time to time, I catch a glimpse of her face.
Yesterday was such a perfect place
Time should have to stood still for this special case
I won’t remember much of today
So, please Take me back to yesterday.
“A daughter should not have to feel this way!”
I say to you.”With out her, what will I do?”
“Do you hear me? I demand the heavens and space!”
“You must take me back to yesterday”
A mannequin is what I want to be.
No heart, or soul within me
“I’m telling you now make it one way”
I don’t wont to be in today.
A painted picture is what I want to be
A silhouette of her and me.
A picture unhappiness free, as it’s supposed to be.
I’m begging you on my knees,“ Please choose one of these”
A star is what I want to be, keeping yesterday forever with me.
Up in the heavens with the earthly pain beneath my feet.
Shining in the lucid sky, with no tears in my eyes.
You must see that today can never happen to me
“I’m insisting you answer me at once.”
“I obeyed your every command”
“ I let your will be mine”
“Now you answer me this time”
Silence is all I received.
Anger torment and misery
Misty eyes on my somber face.
As empty tears roll down my cheek.
I calmly repeat:
“Please make me free from heart ache today!”
“Take me back to yesterday.”
Forgive me, This is the right way--- (Today!)