"Somewhere In Between..."

Somewhere in between the procrastination...And the homework...And the incessant forwards...And the calls to each other complaining about crushes...
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends...And the "I miss yous...And the "I love yous"...And the "What are we doing tonight's"...And somewhere between the changing and growing...
Somewhere between the classes... And the skipping classes...And the studying for tests...And the pretending to study for tests.. And the downright NOT studying for tests...I forgot what high school is all about...
I forgot what it meant to cry
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy...
And that pretending to smart doesn't make you smart...
I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future...
I forgot that you can't control falling in love...
And that you can't make yourself fall in love
I learned that I can love.
I learned that it's okay to mess up...
And it's okay to ask for help...
And it's okay to feel like crap...
I learned that it's okay to whine and complain to your friends for a whole day
I learned that, sometimes, the things you want most you just can't have
I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the dances, drinking or the hookups.
It's the friendships, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we most want to forget
Are the things we most need to talk about
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things...
And that sending cards to friends makes you feel better
But mostly I just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world
And without them I wouldn't be who I am today........

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