Welcome to the Scrappers World. What a heartfelt story....Me heart goes out to you. I know the feeling all too well. I lost mine before it even began. It's a difficult time to go thru, even more when you had time to spend together. I never got to know me child like you did. Never had pictures, only one single Ultrasound picture.
Scrapping is a great way to deal with all the emotions. So embrace it and let your creativity flow