Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you find the peace and solace you're looking for in scrapbooking. It can be very theraputic and comforting to put together wonderful memories of your loved one into a scrapbook. I started scrapbooking about a month after my father passed away. I inherited all of his childhood photos and I just felt such comfort when I looked at them. Scrapbooking them was a wonderful emotional journey for me and really helped me in healing. It made me feel even closer to my dad. I wish you the best and hope that scrapbooking will bring you comfort also.