my sister Joan, she was the one just older than me. She died just before she turned 49, of emphasema. She trusted no one except her horses and dogs. She suffered with scitzophrenia and was bi-polar, and she had a doctor who believed drugs were the way, she had drugs to wake up, drugs to calm down, drugs for energy, drugs to sleep, drugs to make her want to eat..... and so on. She was miserable all her life, except when with her horses and dogs.
I believe my dad had a lot to do with her problems, as he was abusive and he molested her and i both.