Journaling: I was on an adventure; my quest to start my life as an adult. I was 19 years old, a Radioman in the US Navy and stationed in Naples, Italy. I thought I knew what I wanted and where I wanted to go in that all-knowing way of 19-year-olds. Did you notice the wedding band on my hand? I was also pregnant with my first child. Why was I in such a hurry to be a grown-up?