This has to be one of the hardest LO's I've done... Not sure if I'm totally happy with the way it turned out, but for now this is all I can do. The picture is the only picture we took in the short time I was pregnant.
July 27, 2008 - My period was due. The day came and went. Still no period. I hoped and prayed but didn't want to get my hopes up. Two days later I took a test. A very faint line appeared - not wanting to excite CJ I sent a picture to Val. She immediately responded "TAKE ANOTHER ONE!". PREGNANT appeared in the window of that 2nd test. God, you heard my prayers! I surprised CJ with the news. He was thrilled. July 29, 2008 was one of the greatest days of our lives. The next 3 days were a blurr of excitement and joy. We told our parents, friends and family.
Friday Aug 1, 2008 I started to spot. CJ assured me it was normal and not to worry. He spent the afternoon finding info supporting his words.
The next 2 days are dark. I lost the sweet baby that grew to a short 5 1/2 week life. I never knew I could love someone so much in so little time. I never thought I'd be a 1st time mommy to an angel. Or CJ a 1st time daddy to a baby in heaven. Precious baby - we miss you terribly. Saying goodbye has never been so hard. Please know your mommy and daddy love you and will rock you to sleep when we meet again.