Jumbled thoughts from me onto paper...
imagined.. Nope. Not again.. My mom was having issues with balance. Then it was her left foot as she couldn't pick up her left leg.. We talked at least 3 times a day. I could tell she was scared. I thought it was a stroke.. Convinced myself it was... That was Tuesday.. My brother called on a Wednesday.. Told me the news- it was brain cancer {that was from her lung cancer}. I screamed..
It was the phone call I dreaded & came. I fell apart. He just listened. On a plane the very next AM to Florida. When I got there she was in the hospital. Scared. Frightened. Brain cancer.. 3 tumors. Another cancer, 3 cancers in such a short time. We cried a lot, then I left. Only to have God send mom to live with us. What a blessing having her here. Seeing her humbled, growing, stronger, looking better, living and experiencing life. Changes. But she's fighting. Tumors shrinking, praise God! Seeing her with Alyssa is pure enjoyment! Doctors here are amazing. Loosing one's freedom and relying on another for most everything is hard. She jokes and says she is healthy she just has cancer. Sometimes you cannot even tell cancer is there, but it is. Invading. Praying for God's will right along with a miracle.
My mom will fight because she has grit.. because the Lord is not finished with her yet..
10.7.07 photo taken. Journaling 12.19.07
Thanks for spreading positivity!
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