Give a Cheer
April 24, 2002
I am feeling so bad. I'm starting to get a cold. That, I can handle. I think I'm feeling ovulation pain. Not sure what to make of that. I went to my first SHARE meeting last night. I think it helped to talk and get some things out. The ladies on the board are going to get me some things I should've gotten at the hospital. They are sending me a little hat and blanket in the size of my little 16 wk gestation age Kendall. It seems like everyone who had a baby die at that age, induced and was able to hold their baby and take pictures, got hand & foot molds or prints.
I'm feeling a little--no--make that a lot- cheated. I have nothing physical besides ultrasound pics. It seems like I feel sad all the time. I don't even know if I have any good days at all anymore. I hoping these support group meetings will help.
I also feel like a bad mom. Yesterday, I was planting some flowers in the front while the girls played in the back. Kennedy came around to tell me that Cassie was in the baby swing & wanted out. I said just a minute while I talked on the phone & then in person to someone who came by. All of a sudden I remembered that Cassie was still in the swing.
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