This is very difficult for me to share with everyone, but I know that all of you have shared very personal parts of your own life. My goal is to not be so obsessive and abusive to myself. Although it would be much easier for me to say my goal is to have skinnier thighs. I have suffered from an eating disorder for the past 6 years of my life. I have been hospitalized, seen numerous doctors and therapists. But it all comes down to me. I need to take care of myself. I need to love myself. Although this may be a little revealing, it's my way of showing that I will step up to the plate. To better myself, to care for myself, and to love myself. It's time to grow up.